The Weirdest of Weirdest Feelings

Nothing can express how I feel now. I call it the "shock-happy-queer" feeling.

Went out with YMM today and we had a great time and she didn't say anything. But e moment I reached home and got her sms I was shocked into a on-off crackle of disbelief tt went on till today, and even this present moment!

Oh well, what can I say? God's ways are higher than ours. Even if we deliberately made the decision to say, "no" to certain things, it could still turn out to be a "yes" in the future. - to put it in simple terms tt is.

Like how Ruth said she has decided to join her friend in New Creation. Though I hoped she would change her mind there was nothing I could do to pursued her not to esp w her sounding all determined and stuff. But guess what? She's having second thts after going - her comment was tt e people there were too liberal. Woo... Hope she'll change her mind to come back to CHC!